Confuzzled

That awkward moment when you realize your life is headed nowhere...
Or that you've been wasting the past year being 'IDLE' because you are 'NEEDED' for something but you end up not doing anything anyway because they don't trust you/your  judgment and then you get treated like an incompetent slob.

I didn't ask to be here, believe me, I want to be far from here. This might come as a surprise to you, but I actually have dreams! It baffles me why I'm still planted quite firmly on earth when I know I can be flying off somewhere because I am that amazing.

Except for the fact that I am not sure what I wanna do. But I'll figure it out. The point is I am wasting my precious time (I am well aware that I will die young) washing dishes, monitoring Facebook friends' social and love lives, and getting insulted when I can be, I don't know, making copies, buying coffee, lifting boxes, and meeting actual people who I can learn from. So it's not fair for people to pull that 'you-don't-work; card on me.

And no, I do not enjoy asking money from my Dad.